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2006-03-31T03:05:00.000-08:00

nyehh.nyehh.

i CUT my hair dat day.hehe.many pple say its funny n doesnt suits me.n they prefer my old hair.haha.i prefer this to e old one.its cute but nt pretty.boo!

jus nw geo test.ohh gosh! i didnt study a single thing.happy failing efaah!
i jus cnt gett e facts into my dumb head so i cnt understand much things about geog!hmph!

im SUPER hungry today.ate alot of food till i burb alott of times sehh.
well i laughed alott of times 2dae n make pple laugh too.hehe.

e speech day practice was boring.n towards e end of e practice there is a pungent smell n they tot it comes frm me.ohh gosh! nt me k.

jus nww rain hevay sia.then me n nadd shout2 wen gt lightning.haha.n we played in e rain n fizah dunn wann go home cos raining but kena FORCE by us.but she walkk far2 cos dunwan kene air pecik.

wee.dst all for 2dae k cemer.bubye.MUAHXX.

2006-03-25T08:01:00.000-08:00

hey there.
damn bored.

so decided 2 update.
i cnt concentrate on studies lately.
problems in my mind all these while n cnt get them out!
STRESSED n pimples come out!
my aunty kene possesed.
poor her.

hmph! im tired.blogg nxt time.
bye!

2006-03-10T03:27:00.000-08:00

HELLO there..
long time since i update my bloggie.
alot of things have changed..
i dunnoe wats goinna bcum of me sehh.
im so FCUK up wif everyone..
cn i SMILE like last time?
cn i have a happi family back?
cn i have my house bck?
WILL I BE ABLE TO BE HAPPY EVER AGAIN?

i dunn tink i'll ever be happy again.

there's one mly song which reflecys on MY LIFE..
Kau bina mahliagai,dari airmata
yang jatuh berderai di wajah sepiku..
hancurnya hatiku bisa tak terkata
terhumban rasa diriku..

someone find happiness through my sorrows.i just wish dat person all e best.

2006-01-31T00:56:00.000-08:00

Cemekoms semer!
Im so bored urh..Bsk da bukak skola sehh..ish..ader morning duty lakk paG2..lalalala..tk tau lh aper nk jaD kt me sehh..nvm nanak ckp sal tuu lagik arh..hehe..i gt one more abg ankgt..rahman 4a..weee..i syg all ma abgs n kakak..tankie euu cemer sal syg efa byk2..abg manaf,abg rahman,abg adan n kak lin..lamer tkk kluar ngn my GHURLpwens sehh..yana fiqah fizah n ili..biler sak nk kluar krg??aniway las sundae g beach..woot best..but ader lh byk jgk mat thailand n bangla.. n e mats thailand are like so fcuking gatal stepping hensem..sorri guys,i wun fall for u..arghhh!i miss yana n fiqah being in e same class wit me..gerls i wann 2 menggiler wif u all larh..duh! i wana buy new clothes..n a handbag..biler rambut kuzz nk panjang..cpt lah pnjg ..aku GILER!! someone entertain me puhleasse!! asl i cnt post my pics online sehh..kalo tkk leh tunjuk some pikcas dat were taken ..im sooo bored!

nvm larhh..i blogg laG nxt time otehh..bubye!

2006-01-18T04:15:00.000-08:00

TODAY is wednesday.Hehe.as if pple dunch noe.its been sucha long time since i blog rite.2006.NEW year n new resolution.i wanna be a good GHURL n get top 5 in class.NOT easy men!but its not impossible.

MY new classmates are fine but there are a few arrogant ones.cant tell who.its okayy.i shudnt judge a book by its cover.got back my maths paper yesterday n i PASSED! im sooo happy!weeee!must try to pass all subjects.

ili's bdae coming up! watcha get for this sweet GHURLpwen of mine?? going out this saturday wiff my darling hubby to buy her present.i love my baby.no one cn take him away.im getting stronger n stronger.

okayy lh,i lazy to type.bubye. n GOOD NITE.

2005-12-23T22:57:00.000-08:00

' Taa-daH! LONG time tkk blogg kN??
Skul going to OPEN SOON sehh.Still gt 3 MORE specimen paper n eng comprehension left.
last monday went to ORCHARD wif my baby.then take NEOPRINT wif him!so hapi sehh..
oklah i gt to rush.later i blogg again.bubye!

2005-12-08T19:42:00.000-08:00

\\ hiee //
im bored n at e same time HURT.YESTERDAY was a disaster.CRIED LIKE MAD cos of HIM.HE was at fault n he still dared to argue.n when i pinpoint his mistake he started apologising.plss lar boi,go away frm ma life.its enough k.all e hurt n pain u've inflicted on me i wil forgive u but jus let me go.i cnt take it animore.u shud noe ma situation.im COCKED up wif my lifee.y mus it be me hu have to suffer all these?? nobody understood me.ma frens are also useless.wen i told dem ma prob,they wud listen but nvr tries to help me.all they know is to ask me for advice regarding their own probs.ma god brother,haiz left me.e only person dat i cud relyon is ma baby but he hurt me instead.its as good as being dead.no one to help u wen u r all alone.so pls baby.let me go.its nt dat i dun treasure u or dun love u.i do love u.in fact veri much n cnt afford to lose u.but i cnt go on like dis.if these continues,i might jus get depression.im e oni child in ma family.n i have finacial probs.i have family probs.i have studies prob.i have relationships probs.n i oso have to help ma frens settle ma probs.i cnt go on like dis.i need to start afresh.no more relationships for me.hope u understand.do find urself a nice gal.im nt suitable for u.

2005-12-02T01:26:00.000-08:00

HELLO!
Long time never blog kn? Kn?Now at ma BABY's place.USING his com.Yeah! Ma pics transfer oready!
Going to upload it now..Bubye..

2005-11-25T11:04:00.000-08:00

GOOD morning to all of u!!
Taa`dah! Im back..I wanna tell u guys abt sumting..well3 dis is concerning ma class bloggie.i've changed e skin for e bloggie n picked e top downloaded one n i guess e designs are nice but too bad aite NOT APPRECIATED.Will wash ma hands off it..If u guys tink u wanna a MODERN skin n not an OLD one chus it urself..SO FUSSY..Wat e FCUk..

Forget bout it..Hmmm..i've not even touched ma homework at all..nvm,im goinna do it todae..errr *cracking ma brains* wat shud i say?? nuting..
YEAH!11 MORE DAYS TO MA FERST ANNIVERSARY!
Heehee..Okaylh i wanna eat larh..Hungry tau..

2005-11-16T19:05:00.000-08:00

Hi! hw are u all todae?? Hehehehe. im tired.i jus cm back frm skul abt 2 hrs ago. went for e peer leader thingy early in e morning at 9. but 8.45 mus reached there. then me farah,nad n lisa on e way 2 skul n walk wif dem. haha i make one new fren n dats lisa.she's nice n i like her.rifhan was there too n she was our grup leader. we played e bomb game followed by e price is right n lastly buzz or bus.

Yesterdae after e musical nite practice,went to TM wif ma two babygurls.Fiqah n fizah.Tucked in at KFC n then roam through this fashion.Hehehe.after dat went to take neoprints.i love e pics.so cute n sweet.we took two machine.hehehe.rily a cameraFREAK.then syafeeqah get all worked up wen its oready 5 cos her mum asked her 2 b bck by 4.30 so she left immediately after taking neoprint n didnt even wait for e pics.after dat me n fizah oso went bck home cos her mum asked her 2 go bck n in e bus we laugh like hell till dis cute lil gal looked at us n wanted 2 laugh but is scared.

oklah.im kinda tired nw.so check out ma bloggie nxt time aite.bu bye!

2005-11-15T09:55:00.000-08:00

Hi!
i've got lotsa to tell u guyz bout yesterdae! hmmm hw shud i put it.ferst me n ma baby went to bugis[specificly parco mall] n we went to a sumkind of gifts store.cudnt rememba e name.duh!then i noticed this cute lil keychain.purplish pink in colour.then gt wordings arr.so nice.n ma baby asked me if i wanted it.hehehe.good chance.i smiled sweetly at him n he called e assistant n e assistant gt e keychain for me.n ma baby paid for it.then round2 e mall.abt 1 hr later ma baby asked me if im hungry.then i nodded n he brought me to KFC.yummy..but i wanna eat bandito but nt availble so i at SHROOMS meal instead.then went back to parco mall n take a look at 77th street.saw amirin n fazli.ma baby saw dis heart shape necklace n he rily loves it n asked me nice or nt.n obviously it was fabulous n he asked e assistant hw much. n e assistant said 16.90 n asked him 2 put it on me.i was shocked n dunnnoe wat to say.kinda embarrasses but rily appreciates it.n then he took it off n paid for it.so sweet.saaaayang ma baby.then i wanted to go to TM so took e train to TM.as our anniversary cuming up both wanted to surprise each other so we decided to buy presents for each other n meet at mini bits at e fixed time.so off we go.lalalala.i went to ice lemon tea bought him a chain n a keychain.$14.80 altogether. done. waited for him n he arrived shortly after.i hid ma present inside ma bag n ma poor baby cudnt hide it i saw 2 plastic bags.one frm precious thots n e other frm 77th street..grinning n wondering wat was inside.it was wrapped.begged him 2 tell me wat it was but he refused.so i shuddup.weee.. n ma baby spent abt $46 on e two gifts.i was shocked.n i jus smiled at him. then we took e bus 65 n went back straight home.n ma baby sent me home.i love u baby.we cn neva be separated.muahx.

2005-11-14T11:26:00.000-08:00

^ CemekoM! ^

Hmmm.TODAY is e 14th NOV.ONE more day to get to kno which class im going to! Scary uh..

tomorrow going 4 e musical nite practice.arghh! FCUKing lazy sia.n tomorow go hairil's house cos gt open house.yeah go wif ma baby!

i gt no mood to jln raye wif ma secondary frens..i wanna go out as in a class but without sum pple..i dun wan outsiders..haiz..i wanna go out 2dae! but nobody wans 2 follow me.. i wana buy present for ma baby..ma ANNIVERSARY CUMING UP..YERP MA FERST ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY! Hehehehe..

errr..so shud i go out or nt?? watta buy fer ma baby?? grrrr.... ma stomach growling.. kk i guess i wana have ma breakfast ferst.. BUBYe!

p.s tagg lar pple..

2005-11-13T09:00:00.000-08:00

~ eLLaH!

GOOD morning everyone!
Da breakfast ke lom nie?? Da manD?? LOM kn kn?? HEHEHEHE...

TODAY is e 13th NOV n its MANAF birthday!!
Happi Burfdae To u! Da besa lar tuu..

Boring lah..i cnt call ma baby cos ma mum prevents me so cos BILL naik..Haiz..Baby i miss u..Muahxx..

Lalalala..Can sumone help me? im veri e bored here..ARGHHH!

oKayy lar..im kinda bz so i blogg again NEXT TIME.

BUBYE everyone!! Take care! MUAHXX!!

2005-11-07T09:21:00.000-08:00

HeLo everyone!
2dae is e FIFTH day of hari raya!n i've collected lotsa of money!weeeee!hmmm 2morrow going out wif liyana n her baby wif fizah n her baby's frens.nt sure if ma baby wanna follow.congratz 2 liyana n ilham.u're a couple now.ahax!cnt wait 2 see ma babygals.so longgg nvr see dem tau..leh menggiler wif dem 2morrow.i love hari raya.u get 2 eat lotsa of delicious food n i guess i've put on weight.heehee.lalalalala.todae maybe follow ma mum go jln raya again.best tau dpt byk duit.tk ikot rugi u.but sum stoopid pple tink im werking n dun give me any money.hmph!i miss ma baby too.saw him on mlm raya oni.after dat nvr see him.*sob sob*.n manaf nw is nt ma abg animore.i make it clear.he's ma fren.i guess its betta dis way so dat i wun be accused of having an affair wif him.cos i've never had dat intention either.
STOP!!!
i gotta manD.im smelly.ehex.bubye!

2005-11-02T11:36:00.000-08:00

Hi! 2morrow hari raya.cnt wait for it sia.hmmm i jus changed ma skin.i like it.alot of things hv happened.n i jus hv 2 accept it.my abg hv left me,my syg hv left me.i hv no one 2 turn to.i cn jus cry but its of no use aite.haiz.aniway note 2 ma abg n syg n hairil,tanx fer rawking ma life las time.rily hope we cn be like las time but too bd its jus memories.love u all.

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2005-10-30T19:11:00.000-08:00

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2005-10-22T15:09:00.000-07:00

Lalalala.HIee evyone!i suddenly gt e mood to blog.im chatting wif lina n din at e same time.jus cm back frm aunty house n guess wat fiqah's here wif me! we play3 den laugh3 den fight3.hahaha.klaka urh.i dunnoe wat to type.crazy me.jap ader mood jap tk tau nk type aper.haiz.k lh i stp here ferst.later i continue back.

2005-10-20T18:01:00.000-07:00

HeY there eveyone!

im sooo hepi 2dae.guess wat?? i've straighten ma hair bck again.weee.yeah yeah!

hmmm.i dunnoe wat 2 rite urh.kk jus nw skul was fun seh.mly watch movie,geo oso watch movie volcano..n i was like so excited n making a lot of noise seh.maths ms lee nvr cum so mr chu took over..n he let us do anything..eng got bck our test papers n i passed!Yerp!sci ms po came in as mr chew nt in skul.woohooo..fun sia.n 2morrow no skul cos promotion exercise fer e teachers.im wondering wat class im going to nxt yr.

Hari raya cuming soon seh.n i still dun feel e atmosphere..this year's ramadan was nt fun n i cudnt figure out e reason.haiz.i still missed ma old house..alot of sweet memories.i feel like crying wen tink bck.but too bad ma family has finacial probs so we have 2 move house.but i m going to get bck ma house one day.im going to work hard n get dat house bck.i miss fiqah too[cutie cuzzie].last time when dier ader,i owaes fight wif her but nw,im missing her like mad.missed her cuteness soo much.e time we sing 2gether,dance 2gether,fight 2gether n watch hindustan.pple may tink im veri lucky n happy go lucky but deep dwn inside maheart,oni god noes..i've been tru alot but i jus kept quiet cos wen i tried telling ma abg or frens or ma syg,they dun understand hw i feel.but wen tink bout it,i cn jus cry cos i guess its too much.e stress im facing is jus untolerable.but i hv 2 go on wif ma life n musnt disappoint ma mum cos she have worked hard 2 brought me up.n im going to repay her kindness by studying hard.k lh b4 i start getting emotional i betta stp here.take care aite u guyz.

2005-10-17T17:35:00.000-07:00

eaH eveyone! iM back to blog.

i jus came back frm ma aunty house.woohoo! had alot of fun there.[padahal tgk hindustan jek]but it was fun aite.all e fighting n most importantly i like e robbers style of stealing.so cool n very impressive.n e hero was like sooo handsome.ahakx!im getting abit too ecited here.leks efa.chill urh.

at skul jus nw get back our grammar,mly,hist,home ec n sci exam papers.ma eng was bad enough.ma mly im nt dat stisfied cos im nt e highest amongst e sec two express!ma hist ooso nt impressive cos i tink its e subject i've put in alot of effort but in e end i gt a b3 oni.home ec is e oni sub so far which makes me hepi cos i gt a distinction.A1.hehe.sci i managed to scraped through,jus pass oni.but i was like over e moon cos i nvr pass ma sci exam b4.i mean e common tests.but hopefully e overall i pass n if i do den i'll jus be watching out fer ma maths result which i noe e result.confirm fail nyer.haiz.

im mad! i dunch noe wat to do seh.so bored n so lazy.till here then.see ya ard nxt time.bubye!

2005-10-14T12:46:00.000-07:00

Hiezz.im bored to death.my baby haven kol me yet.
mishh him sia.im wondering wat haircut shud i do.i wana perm ma hair but im nt sure whether it willl work on me.Haiz.boring sia.btw i changed e wordings on ma blog.n it is true aite.its part of ma old life.n i hope it wun ever happen again.i mis ma abg seh.long time nvr tok 2 him at fone.wondering if he misshes me too.saaayang him 2 bits.muahhx.i dunnoe wat to rite.i cn go bonkers staying at home.blog again nxt time.Bubye.tanx fer reading.

+ DowN BaBy +

2005-10-13T11:34:00.001-07:00

damn it! stoopid internet conncetion! n i hv to rite bck all over again! wat e fuck!
arghh! lazy ar to blog!

+ DowN BaBy +

2005-10-13T11:34:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum.eHeKx.sTep alim plak.

Lalalaa.hmph! dunnoe wat to do.i wana go out n shop fer clothes taP $$ tkder.
~weeee.smlm g geylang gerek seh.me liyana fizah n fiqah nyer lah kecoh. niat hati nk jln2 kt bazaar taP atlast tersesat lk kt this fashion.ahakx! then i noticed dis old skul shert.so nice! i love it!n gt dis halterneck top wif translucent 3/4 sleeve..so cool! i wana buy!

e three of dem den go buy teeshert.funi seh drg.. nk beli tshert pon kecoh.haiz.after dat kiter go round2 geylang..then kt bazaar nie gt one shop sell old skul specs n me n liyana stop n g tgk.beh kiter try2 sampai fizah n fiqah mls nk lyn kiter beh tinggalkn kiter due.klaka2.den dat stoopid apek sae liyana wear dat tk kene lh yg dier pilih nyer kene lh.wat e heck! nice wat she wear.fcuking sia.den we go city plaza n look fer those two gerls.. city plaza so big hw 2 find them sia. taP me ngn liyana g tgk cap lak.. ukannye nk cari drg.hahaha.after da jumpe drg all of us get out of dat shopping mall n sit outside this budget.cm tkder tempat lain g2.mmg tkder pon.. then gt a bunch of minahs n mats pass by.stepping seh..lek arh stare pat org.tk leh maintain seh.bout 5+ like dat kiter pon blah n went our separate ways home. but then me liyana n fizah go bck 2geder2 n we hd a lot of fun. i made a fool of myself by getting entangled ard e langsir! hahaha n we were like laughing all e way. then we bought food bck home.. for buka la katerkn.fizah bought dinding n keropok lekor while i beli chicken kebab..emmm yummy seh.

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part two

biler da smpi bus stp mcdonalds,i was like nk naik bas aper balik. n 2 my horror drg ckp drg jln kaki balik..u imagine frm geylang till ubi. i was shocked! but nk tnk i followed dem n walked home.but found out actually nt dat tiring arr. quite fun though.we were crapping non stp.klaka seh.then met fizah n yana's frens on e way bck. n i was kinda blur dunnoe hu is hu.but jus kept quiet. hahaha.then biler da smpi ubi da rase boring sal da nk balik.but b4 dat we go kedai beli air lk n bout 6+ i reached home..hehe..dats all aite..blog again nxt time.

~oVeRJoYeD!

2005-10-12T12:04:00.000-07:00

Hiezz.. K im at home.jus cm bck frm ckul.Yeah!exam finish oready!cn enjoy!weee..im so excited.hehehe.aniway jap laG nk g geylang ngn fizah.yana+fiqah.im wondering wat to wear?? *hmm*cut e crap,well jus nw my ehem sent me home n i let him read ma hp n he was like so frustated reading e messages in my inbox.felt scared n hepi though.hahax mix feelings.crazy ar me.non stop crappist.stoopid sia my pencil lost.hu e heck cud hv taken it.cheapskate izit! pencil oso wan 2 take.well3 i dunnoe wat 2 rite.i miz him cooo much.haiz wen wil u ever accept me bck as ur fren? jus hope one day u wil realised all e sacrifices dat i've done fer u my fren.rily miss those times esp 181104..k lah g2g nw..im smelly wanna take a bath ferst..hehehe

~ cRaZy GaL

2005-10-11T16:19:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone! Hehe jus create a new blogspot. E old one gt some problems arr. Okayy,today anything special? Hmm jus nw sat fer ma sci n lit examniation. I didnt managed to concentrate on e sci paper,my mind was flying to yesterdae's incident wif *him*. I didnt expect him 2 put dwn e fone jus cos i refused to tell him e reason y i cry.I felt so hurt but its okayy,im used to it. Gotta do lotsa of work.blog again nxt time.